Sunday, March 12, 2006
havent been updating my blog as frequently as i shld..gosh its been a week! haha waikit is right..my blog is dying!!! and its only been like less than a mth..haha okok i shall try to update at least once every 2 days during the hols..hehe
mmm last wk was a super eventful week for me! had 2nd orientation and fri was our o nite! hmm before fri, xt was telling me about her dream tt only 3 ppl turned up for it..luckily more than 3 turned up for our o nite..hehe and im glad we managed to get through it successfully(: hmm was really busy running arnd during o nite making sure everything ran smoothly..haha during the band performances,xt and i were standing on the stage at the wings and looking at the crowd gettin high and stuff..i must say its really really a great feeling!! seeing ppl enjoying becos of smth u helped organise..(: orientation passed by in a flash..so did o nite..all tt hard work put in by the scip ppl,ogls..im sure everyone will agree wif me tt it was totally worth it (: hmm achalli im feeling quite sad now cos the end of orientation sort of marks the end of scip..
during this first 3 mths,i've really really enjoyed myself in tjc. made so many frens in cg 21/06, scip and alpha house..i must say this has been one of the best times of my life..hope tt aft the first 3 mths all of us will still keep in touch kk(: haha i noe i sound like im changing schs or smth,but achalli im not..instead,im changing class to 34/06 and changing my house from alpha to beta..sigh i really feel very very sad cos its like now tt i've already bonded so well wif my house,meeting all the great ppl like nessa,may lee,may,jennifer,yl,xt,freddy etc... and joining alpha hoouse cheerleading..it really really saddens me to have to leave alpha!!! sigh..but of cos i noe there is nth i can do lah,so i really will try to make more frens in my new class and house and im sure i will be able to bond wif them sooner or later..of cos at the same time, not forgetting all my alpha mates..~once an alpha warrior, always an alpha warrior!!!~ =)
ok so tts mainly wat happened..hmm march hols are approaching! got so many activities lined up..meeting up wif frens,cheerleading trainings,cg outing..etc. but of cos..still have to leave some time for doing hwk and catching up on my studies.=( now i regret ponning so many lectures during 1st 3 mths..got loads to catch up on le..SIGH..
wif regards to him..well i think im really beginning to pick up the pieces le..im finally able to let go of the past memories tt i had wif him and get on wif my life..although once in awhile,when i read his blog posts about him and her, i still feel a tinge of sadness..but i dun cry anymore which is an improvement i guess..yep sigh hopefully i can get by next wk..since 1 wk later, on march 19, it wld have been our 2 yr anniversary..WLD HAVE been..sigh..ok shant think so much anymore..i gotta push these sad thoughts and all the 'what ifs and wld have beens' out of my head..i.am.officially.out.of.his.life..yep i gotta keep repeating that to myself..
ok going to slp now to replenish on slp lost over the past wk..
